well, it's been a long while since i've blogged. which i guess could be a good thing since it kinda means there haven't been any major things going in my life for a while.
so, exam results have just been released, and i'm sad to say, i have not passed. since the exam, i hoped that i would pass, and a part of me believed that i would. i never expected to receive such a shock, and really, it's my own fault.
since i got my results, i've had a pessimistic attitude about it. why me? what if i fail supps? i'm gonna fail again. telling my parents about it didnt make it any better, and it shames me that i've disappointed them. my dad in particular is being quite strict about it, and i must admit, i do deserve it.
after a quick chat with my dearest friend, she told me to have faith in myself, and be more optimistic. and i thank her for it. she's right. having a more positive outlook will help to boost my morale and give me more hope. of course, hard work is a must as well.
seeing as i'm "grounded" for the time being, i shall put this time to good use and study as hard as i can. i am determined to make the most of the month and a half that i've got, and make the summer worthwhile, doing something for my own benefit.
I will put my best effort into studying. I will not disappoint my parents, or myself.
I will NOT fail again.
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